架空馬戲團

tired of being an asslicker,
tired of being a pushover,
tired of being a people pleaser.
But I'm afraid I'm too fragile to stand against the whole world myself.
I'm afaird I'll get hurt.
I'm afraid I'll be hated.
I'm afraid I'll get burnt.

And who's gonna bless me with the strength to fight?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall into darkness?
Who's gonna love me when I become the only one living in my life?
Who's gonna be my religion for me to die for?

And what happens if I bleed to death?
Will there be anyone who cares enough to bury me?

dunno. maybe i should hold on a little longer.
at least staying tired won't get myself killed--fighting will.

P.S. Don't involve others when i'm only thinking for myself.
It's simply unfair.

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i, i, i, me, me, me, my, my, my......i'm such an ego-centric girl! :(
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