She says she feels so embarrassed, frustrated, and pissed-off. The day before yesterday he told her he's got something to give her, and they shall meet next day,
so yesterday morning she spent more than an hour figuring out what she should wear and which kind of perfume goes with her dress.
She despetately tried to impress him, as anyone could tell.
And so she got dressed, well dressed.
And so she got praised by her friends that day.
And so she thought she's beautiful enough to please him.
And so everything seemed nice...til the moment she realized that he may not show up as he promised.
Minutes after minutes, hours after hours,
she waited and waited in vain.
No call. No short notice. No messages. No nothing.
And so she found that she's been waiting for someone who doesn't even bother keeping his own promises. Even worse, she got all dressed up for this humiliation.
Well, after the day, she got home and took off her beautiful dress stained with the stinky smell of his absence. After that she tried to ask him why he didn't show up, and all she got from him was a message telling her to meet him another day.
He told her so without a slightest social gesture of apology.
He told her he will meet her another day as if she's the one who has something to give him and asks him to meet her.
He said he was simply too busy to come.
For God's sake she knows perfectly well what he's doing, and it doesn't even qualify the term "busy," compared to what she's doing. However, he always makes promises and breaks them right away using
"I'm busy." as the all-time invincible excuse.
The all-time invincible excuse.
Always.
She couldn't argue with him. If she did, he would say she's unreasonable, irrational, obsessed, you name it. You all know how convenient it is for a man to use these words to abuse a woman verbally.
Being busy is as sacred as the 10 laws of Moses. You don't wanna mess with this kind of sacred excuse,
especially when you are a woman.
And so she can only wait till the day he's merciful and "free" enough to realize his promise.
Now, "another day" is comming, and she gets more and more frustrated coz she still wants to get dressed to please him and act like a cute babe to win his attention.
But the thing is, SHE CAN'T. SHE JUST CAN'T.
She can't wear the same dress she just wore a few days ago.
She can't pretend like nothing happeded and smile at him when he meets her.
She can't even make sure if he will come this time.
Her anxiety floods her reason, and her anger burns her sanity.
She says, she'll kill this piece of shit one day or another.
so yesterday morning she spent more than an hour figuring out what she should wear and which kind of perfume goes with her dress.
She despetately tried to impress him, as anyone could tell.
And so she got dressed, well dressed.
And so she got praised by her friends that day.
And so she thought she's beautiful enough to please him.
And so everything seemed nice...til the moment she realized that he may not show up as he promised.
Minutes after minutes, hours after hours,
she waited and waited in vain.
No call. No short notice. No messages. No nothing.
And so she found that she's been waiting for someone who doesn't even bother keeping his own promises. Even worse, she got all dressed up for this humiliation.
Well, after the day, she got home and took off her beautiful dress stained with the stinky smell of his absence. After that she tried to ask him why he didn't show up, and all she got from him was a message telling her to meet him another day.
He told her so without a slightest social gesture of apology.
He told her he will meet her another day as if she's the one who has something to give him and asks him to meet her.
He said he was simply too busy to come.
For God's sake she knows perfectly well what he's doing, and it doesn't even qualify the term "busy," compared to what she's doing. However, he always makes promises and breaks them right away using
"I'm busy." as the all-time invincible excuse.
The all-time invincible excuse.
Always.
She couldn't argue with him. If she did, he would say she's unreasonable, irrational, obsessed, you name it. You all know how convenient it is for a man to use these words to abuse a woman verbally.
Being busy is as sacred as the 10 laws of Moses. You don't wanna mess with this kind of sacred excuse,
especially when you are a woman.
And so she can only wait till the day he's merciful and "free" enough to realize his promise.
Now, "another day" is comming, and she gets more and more frustrated coz she still wants to get dressed to please him and act like a cute babe to win his attention.
But the thing is, SHE CAN'T. SHE JUST CAN'T.
She can't wear the same dress she just wore a few days ago.
She can't pretend like nothing happeded and smile at him when he meets her.
She can't even make sure if he will come this time.
Her anxiety floods her reason, and her anger burns her sanity.
She says, she'll kill this piece of shit one day or another.
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