架空馬戲團

i have absolutely no idea if you're ever gonna read this, but i believe you'll be happy to know that i'm done feeling sorry about the fact that there can never be an "us." i've spent too much of my dying youth aching for you, waiting for you, yearning for you, trying to hate you but still ended up loving you.  now i'm just tired.  i bet you feel the same. 

we both know that deep down inside my heart, there will always be an empty space only you can fill. but then again, i understand why you decided to do nothing about it. that's fine. it's my problem, not yours. we've been torturing each other for too long. it's time for both of us to just grow up and let go. please move on without me. find the the right girl who can actually make you the happiest man on earth. 

this is the song i've always wanted to sing to you as my final parting gift. since i'm probably never gonna see you again, please allow me to post it here.

my dearest, dearest ex, i wish you love.

I wish you blue bird in the spring
願你的春季有青鳥長伴左右
To give your heart a song to sing

讓你心唱著快樂的歌
And then a kiss

獻上一個輕吻
But more than this

但不只如此
I wish you love

也願你找到真愛


And in July lemonade

願你的夏季有沁涼消暑的檸檬汁
To cool you in some leafy glade

讓你在婆娑樹影下平靜啜飲
I wish you health

願你健康
and more than wealth

不只富足
I wish you love

更願你找到真愛


My breakin' heart and I agree
我和我破碎的心都同意
That you and I could never be

你和我不可能有結局
So with my best

所以獻上我的祝福
My very best

最最誠摯的祝福
I set you free
我真心放開了你

I wish you shelter from the storm

願你有遮風避雨的港口
A cozy fire to keep you warm

讓舒適爐火暖上你的心窩
But most of all

但最重要的是
When snow flakes fall

當冬雪飄落
I wish you love

願你找到真愛

My breakin' heart and I agree
我和我破碎的心都同意
That you and I could never be

你和我不可能有結局
So with my best

所以獻上我的祝福
My very best

最最誠摯的祝福
I set you free
我真心放開了你

I wish you shelter from the storm

願你有遮風避雨的港口
A cozy fire to keep you warm

讓舒適爐火暖上你的心窩
But most of all

但最重要的是
When snow flakes fall

當冬雪飄落
I wish you love

願你找到真愛

But most of all

但最重要的是
When snow flakes fall

當冬雪飄落
I wish you love

願你找到真愛